Careful What I Ask For

HAHAHAHHAHAHHA so much for using examples of my Inbox. I just logged into hotmail and ALL my mails are gone. Some strange technical error but really...it's the weirdest feeling. I had 667 unread messages (yes!) but now that they are all gone, i suddenly miss them and want them back.

When I know this is how I am, how can I possibly blame someone else for being this way too?